MyImmortalNightmare

I think that there are reasons why things happen to certain people. I believe that if you eat a king size block of chocolate and nobody sees, the calories dont count. I hope that i can really make something of myself, something that shows who i am and what i want. I dream about the same thing every night, i want the dreams to go away. Some nights i lie awake because i want everything to stay the same, i dont want another day to come around. I believe that we have only one heart when we have two of so many other things is because someone else has the matching heart to our own and in life we are supposed to find that other heart. I want to believe that people can change, they dont have to do stupid things all of their life.
I wish that life was predictable, that the calories didnt count, that dreams stopped when you wanted them to, that we could find the second heart, and that breathing wasnt the hardest thing to ever do.
i try to have an obsequious nature but unfortunatley i always seem to be doing something wrong, it really sucks when you are the let down in your family.
Quand je t'aime, je t'aime inconditionnellement, absolument, passionnément, et magnifiquement. Si Je t'aime, c'est mon cadeau, et si vous le prenez pour acquis, vous méritez tous les sort Unholy Dieu a en réserve pour vous.
Dont you wish sometimes that your life would flash before your eyes so that you could just get it over with?
I believe that if the world was a better place I would be a better person, but the world isn't a better place, I am not a good person. I see world as simply as I can but there are so many things that aren't simple at all.
I ty so hard to be good person but how can i with everything that has happened? Is that even an excuse, that you can be stupid because bad things have happened to you? I hate it all, i want to get out of here.

Current Residence: Whangaparaoa, NZ
Favourite genre of music: Rock/Metal/Alternative
Favourite photographer: Too many to name
Favourite style of art: Photography
Operating System: ? Thouroughly confuzzled
MP3 player of choice: I pod touch
Shell of choice: Shell (So confused...)
Wallpaper of choice: um a black one.
Skin of choice: um mine???
Favourite cartoon character: Donnie (Ninja turtles)
Personal Quote: A kiss is a lovely trick, designed by nature, to stop words when speech becomes superfluous